I am venting here.. yes!! Most of you know about stalker
boy.. since he visited all ur pages... it's no secret i had to keep. I have
ignored that jerk for a very long time. I kept opening my page.. because it
kills me to have it closed.. and i dont hear from enough of you guys... to
keep me satisfied i guess.. so, i hate missing out on new people. Even
though i don't like to add really, and tonight i was removing! That fucking
jerk, kept coming to my page, saying sweet, lovely comments... i totally
ignored them. I figured he'd just get bored and go away. And as long as the
words weren't cruel, and i just ignored them, my page got to be open, what
harm was it?
Well... seems i never make the right choices in this gd
place! 2 people here befriended me... i don't even know now if it was real.
The friendship i mean. A man, and a woman. A couple here. No one else here
on my page was here for me during this stalker ordeal.
IT WASN'T A FUCKING JOKE!!! OK, I ALMOST TOLD MY HR OFFICE
AT WORK TODAY ABOUT IT!!! SO IF HE CAME LOOKING FOR ME THERE, THEY WOULD
KNOW!!
These 2 new friends were here for me, every night. Except
the last couple. We talked on the phone, and some of you know me well, i get
attached easily... to people i feel some 'bond' with.
Now!! Because that fucker wouldn't stay off my page...
they think i am HIS FRIEND!!!
I AM CRYING MY EYES OUT.. TYPING THIS... I was afraid of
that man. Truly. And these friends helped me. Seems they still have their
own battle with him, but i haven't been paying attention to their pages or
his. And they haven't been here like they were, so ive just been doing my
own thing. Pictures, blogs... not even chatting with anyone.
Tonight, i get some mssg on IM... that i think is a joke
or something. I still don't get what's happened... except somehow that
fucker made them think he has some friendship with me... Nothing could be
further from the truth.. If there was one single button... to make this page
go away right now, i would have hit it already. My boy, wants to know why
i'm crying...
So here i am... tonight, princess girl. Crying, because
just some simple friends were not so nice. it hurts, just as much as a
romance type of hurt does. I'm fucking crazy.. I must be. Not that anyone
cares.. But friends to me, or people i trust.. i really, really am hurt when
that goes away. My heart, just can't take anymore...
It's not fake or a game, or for show... I'm really sorry
for letting anyone down... It's not my nature, it's not me... it kills me.
Yeah, I'm weak..
Haven't cried this much in a very long time... Rob, i hope
you're happy... I hope your'e puffing up ur chest when you look in the
mirror. And btw, steal this photo of me, like you did so many others. In
fact, hang it on that mirror. And look at my face everyday. You deserve a
ribbon my friend...
This will be open to the public for viewing.. just not for
comments...
I have never claimed to be something i'm not... i have
never twisted my views to match anyone else's... what do i get?
nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are a sad, lonely, ill old man Rob.. and i never
wanted to be mean to you... you forced it! I will recover.. and my real
friends will still be here... as for you, you can comment on all their
pages... u look crazy my friend, not me!!
Btw..update, my real friends.. didn't change.
All
of the actions posted here are real and the harassments are not exaggerated
